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[Apr. 12th, 2005|11:45 am] |
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| | Tom Petty-Mary janes last dance | ] | Last dance with Mary Jane, one more time to kill the pain. I feel summer creepin' in and I'm tired of this town again.
Well, I don't know, but I've been told, You never slow down, you never grow old. I'm tired of screwin' up, tired of going down, Tired of myself, tired of this town.
Oh, my, my. Oh, hell, yes. Honey, put on that party dress. Buy me a drink, sing me a song. Take me as I come 'cause I can't stay long. |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|08:41 pm] |
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| | smashing pumpkins-today | ] | Well school was decent. Shane was there of course what else is new..i need to see him and talk to him about the other night, i mean come on i almost lost my bestfriend..how fucked up is that? it's nothing fun u even wanna think about..at the end of the day austin and nick tried pushing me in the snow..they failed buuuut than i threw the biggest snow ball so hard at austins head so he came after me and than him and nick got me in..mission accomplished. faggets >:o I was suppose to call austin we weresuppose to catch a ride together to jakes but i never called him..whoops :)...um jake called me today..we talked for awhile hes such a moron lol but i love him..i talked to grey about everything today it's so weird he was actually being a normal human being. Mikey came over, god damn i haven't seen him in ever..we catched up on ALOT of old times..it was great he ate over and yeah we just hung out all evening, i've never had a better time..i have him the BIGGEST hug..he told me some fucked up shit..like how he is fucking leaving me september hes moving to florida? what the fuck is that about..how am i suppose to deal with that shit..he promised hed come back to town and visit me alot and he would call me all the time and we'd never loose touch..i'm suppose to go live with him in a few years when i graduate..hes going there for college..i mean i cant stop him from something hes trying to do..i just sure as hell know im not going to college..who am i kidding i'll never make it im not good enough. so yeah im pretty torn apart right now, but we'll never stop being friends..so i got nothin to worry about. tomorrow should be fun, i hope shanes in school..yea thats it.
( where the fuck is life taking us..think about it. ) |
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[Feb. 6th, 2005|09:30 pm] |
today was so gay. austin called me this morning and we talked for a good while. billy called me we were suppose to go chill at jakes, jake called me to chill but i had no ride. robin called me. once again no ride, found out my bestfriend almost died last night. shane called me and told me the whole story fucking idiot i swear to god. and yea talked to dan today we made fun of eachother for a good 45 minutes and now im here tired and bored. A house down the street burned down last night. yeah yeah its crazy shit. I was thinking back to the past..and i wish it was the night we all got drunk at the campfire again, that night was so much fun..well not ALL ha, but most. Alls i remember is dan going "MAYONAISE SANNNDDWHICCCH EMILY" and him waving his amrs around and than me puking everywhere. or the next day when me dan joe and billy woke up we went to austins with everyone else for awhile and than joe bringing me home and jenny and tonya came w. and were singing to the doobie brothers and joe started drving faster hahahahaha cause we were sining to him. speaking of tonya i saw her the other day, her sis gamme a ride home..she gave me a huge hug..idk things are different now and there gunna stay that way but who yea yea good times.
OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT..I WAS JUST INFORMED STAYPUFF WAS HOOOOOME!!!! WOOHOO :D |
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[Jan. 20th, 2005|02:47 pm] |
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| | led zeppelin-houses of the holy | ] | Lifes really good as of now. My grades are pretty decent i mean there not SO great and there not THAT terrible. Im satisfied with them and thats all that matters. I've been in a peachy mood lately, not really sure why, buuut u know. I'm pretty happy to go see Jake tomorrow..i miss him! Billy and Stan wanna hang out today i dont know though fuck..i've been feeling pretty shitty so who knows. Nick gamme a ride home from school. Austin and Shane were gunna ride with but Joe came and picked them up. I flicked joe off when he got to the school tehe. who caaares, he doesnt. I attempted to throw a snowball at austin but he threatend me so i threw it at shane instead haha. Im suppoe to hang out with austin this weekend for once in ever. Billy and i are trying to make an effort to get out to churchville or get dan to come out to chili who knows, rides suck..to bad churchville is all the way out in east jesus. Robin u better chill tomorrow bitch! yea i have been writing in this piece of shit alot lately. I hope chris is home soon. cause im really really really starting to miss him again. |
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[Jan. 18th, 2005|02:47 pm] |
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| | Sublime-what i got | ] |
Early in the morning, risin' to the street Light me up that cigarette and I strap shoes on my feet Got to find a reason, a reason things went wrong Got to find a reason why my money's all gone But I got a dalmatian and I can still get high I can play the guitar like a mother fuckin riot Life is too short so love the one you got cause you might get runover or you might get shot Never start no static I just get it off my chest Never had to battle with no bulletproof vest Take a small example A tip from me take all of your money and give it up to charity Lovin's what I got It's within my reach And the sublime style's still straight from long beach It all comes back to you you're gonna get what you deserve Try and test that you're bound to get served Love's what I got Don't start a riot You feel it when the dance gets hot That's why I don't cry when my dog runs away I don't get angry at the bills I have to pay I don't get angry when my Mom smokes pot, hits the bottle and goes back to the rock Fuckin and fighting it's all the same Livin' with louie dog's the only way to stay sane Let the lovin come back to me
This song reminds me of jake, how he use to be before his accident. he thinks so to, we were talking about it, expecially the bolded part, read the lyrics and if u know him well u'll see what im talking about. Robin tell me if u see it?
I walked to the bus with nick and austin today. austin was throwing snowballs at me so i threw them back the nick nailed me with one hahahaha.mmmyeah good times. thats what snow is good for. |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2004|11:41 pm] |
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Tonight was pretty decent. Totally different from what was planned, thats okay though. Suppose to go to Shearer's with Billy and Shane, but instead my dad picked robin up and we came back here and hung out all night. Called Jakke, i talked to him for a few..aww i miss him so much, but he told me to promise him i'd visit him all break, so i did cause of course i want to. Aw he just sounded so uggh idk..happy? i cant wait to see him. I love that kid. <333 Danny came over and hung out w. us, we ordered pizza, and ugh yeah hung out and talked it was good times, robins great people..I hope that news i told ya made ya happy!! tehehehehe |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2004|11:51 am] |
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| | smashing pumpkins-beautiful | ] | Robin...I looooove you!!!! :-) |
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[Dec. 21st, 2004|03:12 pm] |
-*-*FrIeNdS*-*-
Who is your best girl friend?: i dont have just one or two theres alot so here it goes..Amanda, Chelsea, Jeanna, Jessica, Robin, Tonya, Stephanie, Jenny Leigha
best Guy friend: same here..Shane! Austin Jeremy Jake Billy Joe Dan Corey Chris Justin Nick and Mike
Do you get along with people easily?: most deffintely
Why/Why not: people everyones awesome
Who have you known the longest?: Justin or Manda
Who do you dislike the most?: i dont dislike anyone
Was your crush/bf/gf a close friend before you liked them?: no
Craziest: Austin
Loudest: Billy
Funniest: Billy
Quietest: none
Sweetest: jake
Most caring: all
Most understanding: all but mostly shane austin robin and tonya
Kinkiest: Jessica
Sleeziest: idk
Best dressed: jeanna or amanda
Biggest flirt: tonya and jenny :) oh and dan hahahaha
Most likely to have a 2 year relationship: not a two year realtionship with me but in general probably austin and jake
Cutest couple: well tonya and shane were, probably joe and leigha
Most loyal: all
Most athletic: noone
If you were stuck with only 2 friends, who would you pick and why?: i couldnt pick just two
If you could date >ONE< guy friend, who would you date and why?: i wouldnt
If you were the opposite sex, which member of the same sex (as you are now) would you date and why?: every single god damn one of them
Most likely to be on America's Most Wanted: hm, joe
Most likely to be a stripper: Billy
Doctor: actually no ones smart enough wait wait wait Dan cause he claims to know everything
Teacher: idfk
Soccer mom: billy
One you'd travel across the world for: all
If you could take 5 friends to paradise with you to live, who would you take and why would they be the best?: i couldnt choose between them
Biggest wanna-be pimp (boy): Chris weeeigman
Biggest wanna-be playa (girl): hahah idk
Biggest thug: idk
Smartest:: Austin and Dan
Who would do anything for a thousand dollars?: any one of them
Who has the nicest parents?: Dan
Who is like your adopted sister/brother? Shane er Mike
Who is the most like you?: Chelsea kinda. |
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[Dec. 20th, 2004|03:19 pm] |
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Guess what faggets. Chris will be home soon! =O |
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[Dec. 14th, 2004|07:42 pm] |
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JimmyUrine187: im coming back to school with u |
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[Dec. 8th, 2004|02:49 pm] |
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Today was deffintely one of a kind. It was pretty good though. Talked to Ms. Chelsea about the concert, i am so excited! Hm at the end of the day i was at my locker and i hear this "vrooming" noise i look over and i see Jake go WHIPPING by and then i hear him back up and he comes flying back turns all the way around and flys down the hall and came and talked to me haha. I just looked at him and went "What the hell are you doing in here?" he said he wanted to hang today so i think i'm gunna give him a ring. Me and Austin made a bet haha. Who knows will win..either i earn 10 bucks or I give him 10 bucks errr he owes me 5 and i owe him 5 which means we owe eachother nothing lol? I'll end up loosing of course! but i hope i win, not because i want his money because i want my idea to work better. Cause it'll make not only me but him happy aswell. He just has his mind set on it so much that it wont work out. Negative thinker lol. Yeaaah
HurtAndVirtue783: member when we went to the park ave fest and we walked the hole way and tuched the gates...hah bet we're the only fuckers who did that HurtAndVirtue783: *uhh make it casual* -How i love this kid^Those were some good times my friend. |
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[Dec. 7th, 2004|02:36 pm] |
The Wailers January 1st Water Street Starts at 8 p.m I think it's about 13 bucks. |
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[Dec. 6th, 2004|06:35 pm] |
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Yesterday was sweet, chelsea gamme a call. I went over there, hung out with her and Amanda, then Bri and Bazil came over. Then Josh Shepard came over. We all went Christmas Caroling teeeheee. We sang a bunch of songs. It was so much fun. Then we went out to eat. I had a great time. Today was alright. I scared Austin shitless at the end of the day, i pretended i was gunna wail him in the face, so he grabbed me and said "WANNA GO! BRING IT ON BITCH" so i ducked, ran, and hid haha. When i got home Billy called me, he's such an idiot. I love his goodbyes on the phone. Around 5 Jake gamme a call and wanted to Chill. He was like "I was so happy when i saw you at the end of the day, you just came right in my classroom and had that stupid look on your face and was like "HEY I'M A MORON"." Hhaha. Well i just got off the phone with the two of them. There such stupid kids, and thats why i love them. Yeah thats it. <333 Justin Billy is looking very forward to Saturday. |
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[Dec. 4th, 2004|07:52 pm] |
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| | REO Speedwagon-Lay Me Down | ] |
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[Nov. 29th, 2004|06:18 pm] |
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| | Beatles-Hey Jude. | ] | Uhhmm..sunday my dad gave in and let me off..and let me go to Jake O.'s house with Tonya and Jenny. My maaa gamme a ride to tonyas and we went to Jakes, guess who was there when we got there!!! CHRISSSSTOPHER MOTHEREFFING WEEEIGMAN!! my mouth just dropped i couldnt believe he was standing right infront of me it's been awhile and i missed him soo much. Brian Sullivan and Gray we're there as well. There good people <3 brian's a funny kid..he knows how to cheer my mood up. Kids a crack head though..he paces back and forth back and forth twidiling his thumbs with his eyes all bugged out haha.Then Robin showed up to. :-) Me and Chris beat up Tonya and Jenny because they wouldn't let chris back in the house so we came up w. a plan and attacked them. Chris has the coooolest ringers on his cell..and Jake was dancing to them. Chris eventually left :'( *HUGE TEAR* i wanted to cry. He gamme a hug goodbye i told him to take it easy i guess he's gunna try..i know i'd hate to be locked up for so long. My eyes got all teary and put my head down yeah i know im a baby but i was gunna miss him, so he lifted my head up and goes " don't worry i'll be home in a month for christmas break i promise" and i got really happpy again lol. Him and Bry left. Nick came over. we all just hung out in jakes. His rents came home and talked to us lol. Jake is probably the greatest person i know. He makes me laugh so hard, i couldnt breathe i was laughing so hard because he was just saying the DUMBEST shit. I called joe. He said him and shane we're gunna come hang. They showed up around 6:30. but everyone had to leave Jakes cause he had a date w. his mom to watch shrek 2 haha. Joe wanted me to stay w. him and Shane and he would gimme a ride home, but i decided not to because i wanted to hang. back at Tons. w. her and Jenny. We went back there ate pizza and just yeah hung out. School was alright, Austin made fun of me hmm again in the morning, one of these days he'll get it. Tonya called a bit ago to see if i wanted to go to Jakes with her. Then Shane Austin Billy and Joe called they were gunna meet us there. Then my phone rings and i answer "hello" "IS EMILY THERE!!!" "yeah this is who is this?" "OMG MAN I JUST WATCHED THAT MOVIE DAZED AND CONFUSED IT WAS SO FUCKING GOOD AND FUNNY THANKS FOR LETTING ME BORROW IT." "Oh hi Jake" haha. Yeha he called to see if i wanted to chill i wish i could, but i geuss my dad said not tonight maybe tomorrow. Oh well thats still alright. he was tired anyways. and for the record Dans a piece of shit and im gunna kick his ass next time i see him :-) lol. That's all <3 |
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[Nov. 26th, 2004|09:22 pm] |
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| | excited | ] | I've been in trouble the past couple of days..i keep fighting with my dad, over the dumbest shit to. Legler IMed me today and told me to call him so i gave him a call and him and austin wanted to hang out and go to concert later tonight? So i told him to go to Jakes with us during the day, but i ended up not being able to go so i called him and told him i had to stay home so he said he'd gimme a call in about an hour so around 3 he calls me and tells me him and austin were gunna come over for a couple to see me er whatever i geuss ryan was bringing them over..they got here within like 5 minutes lol stayed for about 5 minutes and then they went back to dans. It was cool that he came though, i think we're all hanging out tomorrow w. Jake to. Idk if i can get outta my house my dad supposedly says im grounded just till sunday but who knows how long that'll last. I really wanna see staypuff if i cant leave then i'll just see if Joe wants to bring him and maybe shane and tonya over my house for a little bit just so i can see him. I miss him alot, he's leaving sunday again so i gotta see him. My dad doesn't care if people come here i guess? who knows hes an idiot. My Maa brought me to the mall and got me some shit. Which was sweet, I got 2 new bob shirts new shoes and rasta color shoes laces :), Hmm.. i've been pretty decent lately i thought being grounded would drive me insane but i guess it hasn't been to bad. Its good to get away for once i mean, dont get me wrong i could be with them all day all night and not get sick of anyone of them..its just good to get things done and taken care of. Because when your grounded you have ALOT of time on your hands lol. |
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